I broke down in tears for the first time since the protests started in Tibet. We received images about one hour ago of the bodies of Tibetan protesters, beaten and bloody with wounds from bullets and things I couldn't even identify.
We've been working so hard here, with hardly a moment to relax, so there has been no time to emotionally deal with the stories we've been hearing. But seeing the images of 5 dead men, and being reminded of the fragility of human life, made all my emotions erupt. These were breathing living people who gave their lives fighting for their freedom. People all over Tibet are ready for this sacrifice, but China continues to coldly stand by, telling lies and playing games.
China is blaming the Dalai Lama for instigating the protests, asserting that only 10 people have been killed and denying that troops and police have used any force against the protesters. For now, they have been able to largely block the flow of information and have been attempting to portray Tibetans as violent agitators, while Chinese civilians, shop owners, police, and soldiers are portrayed as victims.
However, we've seen that despite China's information blackout, reports and photos of events inside Tibet have continued to emerge. It will only be a matter of time before we receive more details of China's brutality in Tibet.
Watching the tension mount here in Dharamsala and seeing how it is affecting people here makes me worry. Already there have been people fainting at demonstrations and so much tangible anger, it feels like a bomb with a fuse that is burning quickly. Judging from how my colleagues and I reacted to the disturbing photos tonight, and knowing how much resentment is buried in so many Tibetans here, I am worried how the community will react when these photos come out. It could be the last remaining millimeter of the already short fuse. If these photos circulate in Tibet (or any of the horrible images that are undoubtedly out there), I can only imagine that it will similarly ignite the anger and resentment that we have begun to see coming to the surface. It only takes so much provocation.
We've been working so hard here, with hardly a moment to relax, so there has been no time to emotionally deal with the stories we've been hearing. But seeing the images of 5 dead men, and being reminded of the fragility of human life, made all my emotions erupt. These were breathing living people who gave their lives fighting for their freedom. People all over Tibet are ready for this sacrifice, but China continues to coldly stand by, telling lies and playing games.
China is blaming the Dalai Lama for instigating the protests, asserting that only 10 people have been killed and denying that troops and police have used any force against the protesters. For now, they have been able to largely block the flow of information and have been attempting to portray Tibetans as violent agitators, while Chinese civilians, shop owners, police, and soldiers are portrayed as victims.
However, we've seen that despite China's information blackout, reports and photos of events inside Tibet have continued to emerge. It will only be a matter of time before we receive more details of China's brutality in Tibet.
Watching the tension mount here in Dharamsala and seeing how it is affecting people here makes me worry. Already there have been people fainting at demonstrations and so much tangible anger, it feels like a bomb with a fuse that is burning quickly. Judging from how my colleagues and I reacted to the disturbing photos tonight, and knowing how much resentment is buried in so many Tibetans here, I am worried how the community will react when these photos come out. It could be the last remaining millimeter of the already short fuse. If these photos circulate in Tibet (or any of the horrible images that are undoubtedly out there), I can only imagine that it will similarly ignite the anger and resentment that we have begun to see coming to the surface. It only takes so much provocation.
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